Tuesday, 28 June 2011

A grain of trust

So I've been seeing a lot of one guy recently...cocktail guy. We have met a few times chatted and txted a lot...and I see something in him. Yes he's bold camp so overtly confident, but there is something timid and shy that needs love and nurturing and you all know how much i like doing that. Although I do get the feeling he has the wrong idea about me.

I invited him to mine to sit in the sun and have a drink which he kept saying no to... I asked him why and he said in a deadly serious voice that he thought I may get him drunk then use that to my advantage. You could see the look of somone that had been hurt before...but even when I had assured him that's very far from the truth (if only he knew how shy sexually I am he may understand) he was and prolly is still warey. While I know it's not my failt it still kinda hurt, I think I'm very trustworthy and I think I demonstrate that...

Mind you between that and a few other things it kinda makes me want to look after him more, I think he could be quite special...all I need is that grain of trust

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