Today will be a moany day I think. Look outside see what weather we are having in London and know that mirrors my mood.

Last might I felt truly fucked over by a multitude of people...it would take too long to go into but suffice to say...with potential pets I demand (and I don't think this is a bad thing) loyalty and honesty, and I make this clear. I will admit I am a jealous person, and so if either of those are broken...I'm not likely to forgive easily. Also anyone who knows me knows I'm ..well I can suprise people, if they had talked to me and been honest I prolly would have understood and helped...oh well

Also another person owes me and Seany £170 he's unemployed and too broke to pay it back...but supprisingly had games and kink gear delivered yesterday....

And now to finish this circle, look at the fucking weather, and I have no brolly..I look a fucking mess. My hair is both curly and straight, my shirt creased and my trousers soaked...

On the up side my Seany is back from Leeds, and I don't think I could have missed him more. I love there is somone who's entire body i know and turns me on...coupled with somone who actually knows how my mind works (only one other of those, and they don't turn me on). Every previous relationship seems a joke...but at least I know what they should be like now