Karma is

So karma, the bitch that is, has finally come back to bite old friends.

Several years ago I went to the second nigh of a kink club with my partner at the time. There were a handful of people there with everyone looking bashful and standing in corners (appart from the one old guy in the sling just waiting). We sat down had a drink and tried with little avail to chat to people, and then we got chatting to the owner. He said that he had expected more and he would love a bit of a show...we offered to teach people shibari. He declined but we kept chatting

My situation at the time was I was unemployed, was having major family problems and finally trying to realise who I was.

The Owner (from now on O) asked me to get involved. I arranged to put on a show created an icon for publicity and started marketting. Yes O was involved in so much as he made suggestions. We had many a drunken night where he tried to get inside my head, where he found out what it was I wanted...but I did the grunt work. The next club night (from now on C) was a big success with double the crowd and more conversation and entertainment than before.

I built the club up managed to keep that fine line between advertising and annoyance. I set up business contacts with kink shops and on the night would set up then act as both front of house and entertainment. It was wearing, and a lot of work all while trying to job hunt

By this time my money was getting VERY stretched with me needing to lean in my parents for help...which wasn't a great thing. I wasnt paid by the club, and would have to buy things for shows. I was well known as tge face of C and spent half my life fielding questions from scared noobs and just general stuff. I had split up with my pup and found myself falling for somone O had liked. So I did the honourable thing and asked him if he minded he said no he didn't so off I went. Fell in love yet, and I only found thus out when 2 mutual friends of O got together one who he liked...I saw him spreading rumours behind their backs telling the partners nasty things about their other half.

This man was clever and trying to play ches with peoples lives...and succeding

The nights were huge success' now and we were full almost to capacity, and people were happy. I was still doing front of house, guarding noobs and showing and making sure people were playing safe. We had traveled up to Manchester where it had once again been successful but I had wanted to kill people.

The team of people that we had had become close. However I was diagnosed as being bipolar and my depression spiraled. The boy and I had split and now I was being told I wasn't committed to the club...after all I had done. The next club night I felt far too I'll and told them...and that was it I was effectivly cut off by everyone from the club.

And them the interesting things started happening. All the plans I had arranged O started to try and do, rumours about me. I even had one boy who I had been looking to take on say he had been told by this person that he wasn't my type and I would never take him on...which was exactly what the boy needed to hear for him to run.

Even though I was never paid O had always paid for cute impressionable boys to come down and stay with him, plying them with drink in the vain hope hey would sleep with him.

Later on when I got my reputation back the C team started coming to me. This was especially true after it was seen with him trying to use a young boy to discredit another Dom. O had not only bought alcohol but other treats. He himself had become addicted (I have a copy of an intervention letter pleading him to stop) and had done demos under the influence...something I find scarey. On the one time I went back I saw demos done with rope where circulation in limbs was being cut off due to bad ropework and we had to step in.

There have been many other things this person has done to others making threats that would harm him too and when I get asked should I go there I say no. There isn't the same atmosphere there should be and I'm not confident people stick to rules.

The worrying part for me is that O seems to contact only the young and impressionable and as a Master I worry over what they then think one should be....yes I don't think he is good for others, for noobs or for the community

Luckily tho karma is coming around and things are coming to light...finally