The start of a social life

So this is going to be a few days blogs all in one go.
As you probably saw last time I was feeling socially starved. I had not managed to do anything over the weekend and had seen no one...with exception of Seany for about 10 mins each morning where hes not quite alive.
So I managed to cajole and bully somone into having coffee on Sunday. It was nice, I was finally meeting somone new and actually using my social skills...which have been somewhat lacking tbh. I had a few of my fav ciders at the porqupine and all was good...It may also mean i will be going to a my big fat gypsy wedding club night. Which can only be good!
Monday during the day I was getting messages from a guy I had been chatting to on grndr. He was trying to get me to go to the local gymbox with him to work out...which wasnt going to happen. I know I may be stronger than I look and can hold down people that..well you wouldnt think I should be able to but I knew I would make a cock of myself if I went. I finally agreed to going and having coffee because from his profile pic he looked kinda cute.
I got home showered changed and unfortunatly made the mistake of running round Westfield before meeting him...rooky mistake. Turning up at the designated coffee shop, being greeted by the woman asking me where I wanted to sit and seing her face when i pointed to the guy that was waiting for me was priceless.
Awaiting me was, imagine if you will, a twenty something blond haired, blue eyed, tanned man in a suit that accentuated his muscles and skin tone. In short he was FUCKING GORGEOUS. The kind of person that you stop take a deep breath and turn round to look at again when they walk past.
Sitting there chatting to him was interesting, hes not the normal kind of person that I would go for but there was something intruiging about him...plus..SO HOT
Walking otu and saying goodbye, a quick hug, and it hit me...that butterfly feeling in the pit of your stomach. The one where you start to run through the meet and think "did I make a twat of myself" or even if I should bother trying anything.
I had set out to have a little excitment in my life, to feel that buzz that rush and I had got it over the past 2 nights. I was happy with myself. I dont do well meeting people for the first time even though I do have the craving to meet new people. Both of those times I had felt sick to my stomach at the thought of having to talk to what are effectivly strangers. I can only feel grateful that I didnt know just how hot the other guy was....If I had....
On Wednesday I bought a hula hoop. A propper large weighted hoop. And a few other toys. I spent most of the day actually hooping, staffing or twirling my poi in the park. It was nice it allows me to relax and let rip. I have yet been unable to find any good fuel for my fire.
On a separate note, the guy that works in odballs..short Rihanna red hair and tats mmmmmmmmmmmmm *drools*