Seeeeexual heeeeeaaaaling

I had quite a nice little blog typed ouyt, however...it seems I forgot to save it.

Cant remember how it went...something about magic and spending my lunch time talking to a woman in neils about magics.


I was bored on friday, and slightly meh. So I decided to see what eddie was doing. Shocked me to find out he was packing as he was moving flat and going to the states for 6 weeks.

So I went over, on the proviso that he would get me drunk. It was great to see him again, we hadnt spent that much time with each other recently, an not time just together. We sat, we chattted and downed what can only be called lethal...shame i didnt start on the absinthe...oh well.

Charlotte his flat mate, came in pissed..i threatend her with the goth makeup, and proceeded to make her look like a bad arminian goth. She then proceded to the drunk stage where you go "touch me touch me"...she wanted a massage, who was I to argue...after making the girl scream in agony/ecstasy she started to say about how she used to be healed.

I have done healing for a couple of years now, but only on close friends. Its something personal so i dont do it that much, but offered to help charlotte. After getting ready, placing my hands a few cm's away from her neck she asks if im touching her. "it feels like your stroking my neck, are you touching me" for about 20 mins eddie had to verify that actually I hadnt touched her at all...yet she could feel me stroking her neck and back.

It takes a lot out of you, I imediatly felt tired as hell and needing sleep, but was a good end to the evening. It set me wondering, should I start doing healing. actually practicing. Admitadly I have only ever done it ad hoc...but maybe it wont drain me as much if i use the right insence and crystals???

I started talking to somone on facebook...and damint ive done it again. Turned a perfectly normal boy kinky...how do I manage it... will just have to see how that works out too.

Just for the record karma is still being a bitch, we shall just see how it goes.

My bday is next weekend. There are 5 people I would love to celibrate it with, Seany is working, Chris is working, Eddie is in america, Stevie not sure and the other...again..not sure. This could turn out to be arsey again. I have never celibrated my bday because of family reasons. However now im over here, I would love to be able to start now. Its my 24th and has been just over a year since I have been in London. I may need to just celibrate it later. The annoying part, I had a nice evening planned at a cool club, but I cant spend the evening with my bf...not sure it would actually be worth it...thoughts?