I was stopped today, by a friend I hadnt seen for a long time. Kimmy did the head on one side "but are you ok" bit. She had read my blogs and wondered if this really was the same Joel that she knew, writing these blogs about depression and all sorts of other things.
Well yes it is people. But just for her and the people that have been reading this and thinking what a miserable git I am. let me explain how I use the blogs. They are catharsis, they let me tell somone and no one things...things that would normally have an interruption if I tried telling a person. They arnt my whole life, they are just a small part of it, the things I want to get off my chest.
Our life has small bumps, ups and downs things that disrupt that nice happy state we all wish we were perpetually blanketed in. I wont write about the mediochre parts, there isnt any point...just the things that will make you laugh with possibly a tear in your eye.
I want this blog to become something that can be published after I die in a freak...well ill let you fill in the blanks there
Ive been thinking a lot about my family recently. There have been a couple of...events that happend recently that brought memories to the front of my brain, things I had buried for my own sake suddenly floating up to the surface again. I have a love hate relationship with my parents, admitadly I love them that bit more when they arnt here. Its difficult with family, everyone is a little bit different around their parents. Ive seen people that swear like a trooper, be as meek as a mouse around their mum. But for me its slightly different, and probably something I should explain another time.
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